23

I'm turning 23 tomorrow. I'm excited but what is 23? I decided to google the number and press the "feeling lucky" button. This is what I got: Link
So, I guess that is oddly appropriate I feel sometimes I am an enigma.

Ramblings...

My feet can feel every pebble on the gravel lot. I know that I have I walked across this place before. There is an old warehouse near me. A familiar glass door. Through the door I know there is a familiarity. Posters of obscure bands. People who know my name and maybe more. Yet I can't go through the door. What is holding me back? It is a fear I can't express. It is an anxiety I have known before. Yet this place shouldn't be a source of apprehension. It should be a place of comfort. Maybe all I need to do is open the door. Maybe...